Hi,

This site has been operating for almost 5 years, and I’ve moved to the United States for College. The original site was hosted on a cloud server in Hong Kong, and now the new Hosting Service would be provided by Vultr at Silicon Valley. Meanwhile, I added two domains: DeemoChen.com and YizhouChen.com, both of them would be redirected to the master domain DeemOcean.com.

In the near future, cool functions will be added as the site becomes alive again.

My dear teachers and parents, my lovely fellow class of 2020, it’s my great honor here to speak as a student representative, and thank you for choosing to join today’s graduation ceremony.

You know, it might be the last time you see most of your surroundings, your classmates, your teacher. I mean, you would not even get in touch with them anymore. Maybe in the near future, you would call them, you would Wechat them, but as long as your life track does not match with them, then eventually you guys would go apart. 

Life, should be as perfect and harmony as a sphere which has the philosophical closeness and symmetry. Naturally, I keep this obsession into science, then I found I was wrong, on both.

It seems like it was difficult to show my feelings to my parents, and because of it I tend to absorb information more than expressing it. Back to the time, the most frequently used body parts of mine to interact with the world are brain, eyes, and ears, the nose is not included because of my rhinitis. Sit at the back left of a car, I staring at the front seat to create extraordinary connections between leather patterns, hear all the things people around discussing, maybe shocking them by pointing out a better solution, then close my eyes go into my inside mind palace.

这个疑问只出现在一瞬间。

对大部分有这种体验的人，有时候甚至要隔上几个月甚至几年的时间才会出现一次这样的“一瞬间”。
仿佛是灵魂出窍，质疑个体的独立性
或许就是宗教中所说的“神秘体验”的感觉吧。
那个时候我会不明白为何“我”在这个躯壳里面，为何“我”是我。
那种感觉过后，重新回到这个世界中来 又看尽周边无言呜咽
所以才会有这个疑问，而且是无法用语言来解答的疑问。

很遗憾，这几年都没有过这样的体验了，所以对那个瞬间的感受也没有办法说的明白

或许我太想登顶于这个社会吧

想我第一次建站是什么时候呢？那应该是两三年前的某一天。我还依稀记得观看建站视频，解决困难，优化网站直至最终大功告成的喜悦。

在这之前，我所有的Blog网站有Deemoworld Deemosea, 而在这两者的基础上诞生了EkstremeClub，也就是我为Barstow建的论坛。可我发现我所享受的并非是有了平台散发想法和思考，而是在搭建平台中不断进步的喜悦，这根本地导致我对我所有的前两个Blog无心管理——也就是所谓的”爱“。

改进是不可能的，至少对我而言，在条件允许的情况下，我更愿意推倒一切重来，浪费时间了？或许吧，但我不在乎。

Deemocean, 代表了我从建站到了树己

我想我应该写的更有激情点

但这也够了

Maybe：）

常说人是神奇的动物，然那不过是一声微叹。

常常已经疲惫于交流

明明在理性的光辉中

明明…

总是渴望被理解 却不希望被看穿

曾深爱孤独，也向往太阳

摸着肉体 却触不及灵魂

我…

希望能住在雪山顶上 那是离天堂最近的地方

在温暖的木屋中醒来 啊 晴空无光

便看见皑皑白雪

一望无际

清粥

冒着新鲜的白气 小菜二三 无人干扰

做着自己爱的事

时候到了 就投向世界的怀抱